Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Fuck...

Life is never what it seems to be.
Remember that.
A good talk can always change your perception of the world and it's inhabitants.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

It's Hard To Understand

It's funny how life works.
You seem to think that everything is the way you understand it, but in the end you can only understand fully what is shown or given to you. What lies behind the unknown is the hardest to understand. You can never really understand what isn't clear, so it's barely worth it to guess...
The worst is when you are shown the wrong side of someone or something. You tend to think the wrong things and come to stupid or bad conclusions that one could live without.
In my case, I still don't know if I understand a certain "someone" the way I should and it really hurts because I think I understand a lot I don't really want to know about or don't really believe to be appealing or just plain ol' "good".
My only salvage is that there is someone who I understand and that understands me as well. But, unfortunately, it is not the person who I really want to understand. I do value our time together and I believe that it is comforting and special and all that, but I just wish I could know that "someone" and why I can't help...
I really like her and it's sad...